dreamt something weird but couldn't remeber at first. then i realised that i dreamt of pete doherty. then i realised that i dreamt that i was carlos and me and pete were ~intimate~. LOL. good times. it made my day really. And when i listen to France and carl says "this is a song called france" (although in mumblish tbh) i giggled. i am fangirl and ( Read more... )

i feel so embarassed when i read old entries that i've posted. even reading this like in a minute. it's so awkward to me. i can only read it as i'm writing otherwise i feel so dorky. maybe i'm my own voyeur? i squirm, it's weird. live in the now? to personal, check out all the personal lyuggage at the door? it's a mystery. blogs. ha!

it feels weird that sweden, usually considered the home of winter, hasn't had much snow. when the rest of europe had masses of snow sweden was just cold and boring. not in spring but not in in winter, just the most boring phase in between. or so one would have thought. but now sweden too is having her fair share of snow. and it's good. me and my ( Read more... )

i feel like writing again. but haven't got very much to write about ( Read more... )

haven't written anything in a while, cause quite frankly haven't even bothered to hang around on lj. instead, have enjoyed the lovely weather (sunshine in sweden equals miracle!), been stressed as fuck with school and non-existent job opportunities and driver's licence ans shit. bah.

i found a GORGEOUS song on myaspace the other day, For the sun by ( Read more... )

it really has been a while since i hung out on eljay. i've fallen head over heels for youtube again. it's so badass. while myspace kinda sucks now. anyyyyway....
1. on wednesday and thursday i have to go thorugh some test to get my driver's licence. if i don't fail which i'm counting on. cos then i won't be disappointed if i do. clever!
2. i have ( Read more... )

Happy birthday me! i turn 19 today! which isn't really so....much. it's not as important as either 18 or 20 (when you get to buy booze in sweden, legally) but still, it's a birthday and it's worth celebrating ( Read more... )

i've decided to do prom on a budget. i bought my prom dress for 179.50 swedish kronor, which equals £14 or less than $29. And i'll wear the shoes my sister wore last year, and if i can, i'll make my own tiara. i just need a scarf, some more jewelry and also i need to pay someone for letting me and my prom date use her car. elegant ( Read more... )

today is a day that will go down in history as the day that I decided what to do after graduation! I will study Intercultural studies: Literature, film and culture! and it's here, in my town! which is both a good and bad thing; i would like to move away from home and be independent but it's expensive and i'm poor. so this will be good. awesome! and ( Read more... )

TOMORROW IS TE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL THIS YEAR and i'm so fucking happy i don't know what to do with myself! i've had so much anxiety this year. not like real anxiety, même bien, but it's been a real pain in the arse and i've had to drag myself to school everyday knowing that i'll come home 8 hours later with a splitting headache. but no more this ( Read more... )