I would like to start by saying that I have never doubted my reality ( Read more... )

I brought my teddy bear back out, the one my father threw out my window a few years ago. I'm having trouble sleeping, yet I've finally reached some sort of resemblence of peace. Except I find myself wanting to be held a lot now, by people and everyone and just wanting to believe in the sort of renowned living-from-day-to-day aspects ( Read more... )

I've had that god damn frakking song in my head for about 2 weeks now.
who the FUCK knows.
i think im moody.

Why must I always decide to MAKE everyone's stupid christmas presents, it's not like it's really even saving me money, because I still spend freaking money on all the supplies for the presents. I'm so ridiculous sometimes. I've been in a sort of downward funk. Just got back from Jersey where I had a fabulous time getting drunk with my family and ( Read more... )

perhaps you understand more then i ever thought you did.

Hello world of livejournal, how goes it ( Read more... )

I was tagged 80 billion years ago ( Read more... )

Your lipstick his collar don't bother angel ( Read more... )

So funny as it may seem I think that today makes a good conclusion for my livejournal. It's supported me through a lot of rough times and things are really starting to look up finally. I know a lot of the sadness is my own fault and this is part of life, you deal with your situations. I'm actually pretty happy right now, content and really tired. ( Read more... )

depression... GAY