I'll probably hate myself for doing this tomorrow but right now it's the only thing that will help me. Somehow writing always lets me blow off steam and completely vent. I really don't understand am I really a bad person? Am I as cold hearted as my dad says and I just deny it and make myself believe other wise ( Read more... )

I suck at updating; I think that most of my journals start off with that ( Read more... )

I’ve been meaning to update for the longest time, I promise I’ll start writing here more often ( Read more... )

I haven’t updated in a long time (damn now that I notice more than a month), a lot of things have happened so I shall attempt to recap the main events, and post some pictures. * Senior Blast Off, it was awesome :) the guys did Risky Business and we ended the night with “Total Eclipse of the Heart”. *Homecoming, the dance was good and fun, everyone ( Read more... )

There is always that little ray of sunshine that helps us get by….and warm us up. Although all the coldness is not from the outside but the inside. It is the cause of all the walking stupidity of this world ( Read more... )

Haven’t updated in like a week, so here we goes a crappy update. Senior Blast off is this coming up Friday, the themes is the 80’s. I have yet to find what I’m going to wear, on a funny note I completely passed out yesterday :-D. I’m rearranging my room and I love my computer. Oh I had a really funny convo. with Doug the other day, gotta love that ( Read more... )

What good is a five day weekend if we can’t go out and party????? I had to help dad put the hurricane shudders up today, that’s what I get for being the oldest and not having a real brother. But I had fun especially since my ADD was at its best, I bet dad didn’t enjoy it as much, he tends to get a little frustrated sometimes. We are all ready , I ( Read more... )

Last Friday was the first football game of our senior year. The game was at 3:30 at Tropical Park vs. North Miami. We lost 30 to 0 :-[ , and it was pretty much empty, the whole Varela team and their coaches where there, which is smart, but then again it looks like they have a good team. I was offered beer by some guy who though I was the mother of ( Read more... )

The hassle is over, this Saturday it all ended. My sister’s 15's where great, we rushed all day and I had to literally get dresses in 3 min. I put my shoes on right before mass started. Her dancing was really good (she had to do the Aaliyah song twice, cuz the camera dude had his equipment turned off). Almost everyone went, I believe we only had ( Read more... )

It’s been a long time since I updated, as you may all know I spend all of last week in school. I knew my schedule before hand thank to a new program in school. You type your ID in and it gives you your schedule and the people in that class. Last week on Tuesday I got a little emo (but as Alex says it’s okay sometimes), I got surprise Starbucks on ( Read more... )