Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake


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So I'm sick of all the bullshit that's going on with my life.  I finally rid myself of some negative influences and I also have some positive influences coming into my life.  I have to talk with Joe tonight.  He's been acting like such an asshole lately that I just want to smack him or spit in his face or whatever.  I think I just need a good fuck ( Read more... )

You Are A Fir Tree


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i've been working so much lately. tomorrow is my 1st day off since thursday. i finally get to go out and do something. matt came and visited me at the store tonight. he stayed for quite a while. i'm so tired. he's gonna wake my ass up at 10. we're going to a pagan shop so i can get a gift for joe. his birthday is this sunday. he's gonna be 26. i ( Read more... )

Hung out with Joe last night.  I'm really starting to love he back room at work.  I was helping him and Starks last night by doing the pastry case.  I went in the back room to put the cookies away, so Joe followed me.  So as I put the cookies on the shelf he put his arms around me, started kissing my neck, and was basically grinding me from behind ( Read more... )

How would you feel if you had 13 pagans who were very mad at you?  Well...they're not angry at me...but they're very pissed off at someone else who should know but will remain nameless in this journal. 

I'm actually in a decent mood today.  I did a banish negativity spell last night, and I think it actually worked.  I'm very excited about that fact.  Joe finally lent me his Buckland Book.  Started reading it last night.  Have to start getting ready to celebrarte Ostara.  I still don't have half the tools I'd like to have.  I have to start working ( Read more... )

i'm at starbucks waiting for joe to get off of work. i don't know why, but something does't feel right. i feel like my heart is being ripped apart. it just feels so odd. i shouldn't feel this way. i have no reason to feel this way. i just want to lie down and never get up again. i feel like i'm missing something or maybe losing something. i'm not ( Read more... )

Really tired right now.  I could drink all the coffee in the world right now and I'd still want to pass out.  Gotta stop hanging out with Joe so late at night.  I'm so fucking happy.  I finally got the new Tori Amos album.  It's really good.  Joe and I were listening to it last night.  I also got Phil Kline's Zippo Songs.  I've been looking for ( Read more... )