I don’t know where I should be anymore. In life, in my relationships, in the ideas and fantasies in my head. I don’t know what’s right or what is best or healthy for me. I don’t know what I want anymore. I let the practical and analytical part of my brain take over. I keep myself from doing brash, out of character, bold things because I don’t want ( Read more... )

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Applied at Kroeger in Woodhaven. Probably should apply at the ones in the Dearborns, too. This crap is getting old.

Sebastian Bach, even though you didn't like the gays back in the 80s, you're still hot.

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I joined a community on here the other day, for panic and anxiety disorders, just to check it out, cause I was curious. I skimmed through my friends' page and saw a post describing EXACTLY to a T what I feel when I get one and start to freak out. It was spooky. So I comment and say you know, that's my problem exactly. After, a guy comments with ( Read more... )

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats OK, cause I'm still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause I'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but I'm hood rich da dada dada da

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I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause you don't know
who I was before you
basically to see a change in me
I'd be losing, so i just ignore you, yeah
Oh, but your on my mind
Oh, but maybe in time
I'll tell you

A little bit, a little bit
A little bit in love with you
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I am covered in paint and stale cigarette smell and I like it.

Gonna start on 1 painting within the week and another one after that.

Take down a bitch is on my list, too.

Wooooooooooop.

I need to get my primary doctor switched over to an adult doctor so that I can schedule an appointment and see about fixing this anxiety shit. It was all cute and sad and new in the beginning, but now it's just getting fucking annoying and ruining my shit. I hate feeling like this. In the beginning it would be a heavy 20 minute to hour long thing, ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhhh I want to have a j-o-b so I can have some m-o-nayyy and buy the MIDI mixer/table fucking sweetest thing I've ever seen so that I can get to the DJing for reals.

Applying places Monday and then applying online to places and what not. I have shit loads of time on my hands this semester, and I want to be constructive and productive with it.

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