so much has changed. i read through all these entries and realize how far i've come from such a dark part of my life. and how deep i used to be. what a perspective ( Read more... )

a life lived in fear, is a life half lived.

okay, so brendan and i are slowly but surely mending the rift between us, although sometimes it is still hard for me, for reasons i do not with to enclose. it still goes up and down, but we are beginning to really settle, i think ( Read more... )

11:42 am. that's when i found out. i simply can't believe he's gone. it breaks my heart. i wish i could have been there to comfort him, or say goodbye.

i love you winnie winston. and i'll miss you..

when will things become more clear?

i need a job. and i need to hire someone to sort out all the thoughts in my brain. organize me!!! motivate me!!!

i want to find a muse to inspire me.

well, i was right about one thing ( Read more... )

found your name across the chapel door ( Read more... )

strung out in heaven's high

hitting an

all

time

low

things are beginning to look up

i just hope i have the strength to keep it that way. i don't wanna fall down that hole again.