When I think about Egypt, I feel so powerful. To live in the present moment into whats truly happening in our finger tips. Something thats tangible and something that will go through my mind forever, to tell the future of what I witness a Revolution ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder when I'm going to be a writer. To say it with confidence the same tone when I say I'm a Marine, or I'm an American. There are things that I have in my head that makes me feel so powerful yet, also so vulnerable ( Read more... )

Its hard to understand yourself sometimes. Sometimes I'm conservative, sometimes I just think a lot. I'm always up in my head handling business. Its the software that I have develop during my time in the Marine Corps and what makes me myself. I built this wall that establishes order and demands the things around him will work regardless the risk ( Read more... )

Rough day, its been a rough week because of the whole holiday on Labor Day. Everything feels out of wack and I'm trying to get a hold of a schedule so I can make things happen. About a million things are just going through my head and I'm just trying to make it happen to live life to the fullest and the most profitable too. Still trying to hustle ( Read more... )

It was very humbling to receive so many happy birthday greetings from so many people. I can see from all the people that gave me a birthday wishes the memories I had of them in my head ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I wrote, it feels like I use to write so easily but as time keeps ticking I feel that my writing has not come to me as usual. Maybe I am changing but I am different now. I have a girlfriend and my life has change because of her. Not in a bad way but in a good way because of the way I see life in a different perspective ( Read more... )

It feels like a life time since I last wrote in the journal, I think I have been having too much fun with Shelley. Its good to get things rolling again on my break from the summer. Life has been in so many twist and turns and I find myself not ready to stop. I find myself either busy playing games, hustling, or hustling even more. My mind can't ( Read more... )

I'm hear sittings listen to Elton John just singing his heart life of about someone saving his life. I feel an euphoria that even when I can feel the presence of God in the world. I feel so happy because I'm listening to this song and I can hear every beat, sounds, and hits of this beautiful piano clearly from a magicians fingers. Elton John is so ( Read more... )

On the brink of tomorrow, the days has past by and for some reason I'm still standing. Still standing between Heaven and Hell and how lucky I am to be alive. As I start my first weeks of school I wonder how I got here. I have been bless that everyday is a good day. I been the happiest I have been on my own term and no other ( Read more... )

I'm at a point of the rat race where I'm stuck in the middle. I'm not ahead and I'm not behind but I have to remind myself that I still got more years and challenges ahead of me, so I can't just sprint all the way to the finish line. Being on my own finally for the first time, I realize that there's a lot of things I have to take care before I move ( Read more... )