wel its seems as thoguh theres a slight possibility of my life turning around.or maybe its an illlusion for me so that i cna be taunted by w.e god exists.well thigns seem pretty smooth as of now.yup.well lets see i might go to NJ.theres supposedly a break dancing competition there.hmm should i go for it.idk.

~Alucard

days go by and still i thiink of you...days where i couldnt live my life without you....without you.....

~ONI

*sighs* Soraya......

~ONI

well its been a while huh.yea man ivbe been busy i dont even know where to begin.well apparently to start it off i finallty talked to my freind Scott who i havnt met up with in ages.We started to hangotu like crazy because we are cool like that and our names is Scott.i jsut came back from a break dancing competition and boy it was great.i won this ( Read more... )

WEll lets see what is their to say...umm ive been break dancing like non stop lately.i mean thats all i do now.lolol.even when i play DDR like like ill just jump off and go into a six step and into a freeze.i love it soo much.you know its liek a real outlet for me to express myself relaly good.and the fact that its barely around anymore makes me ( Read more... )

well yea im jsut her and im angry as fuck about my life right now.i tohught i could write some poems and stuff to make myself feel beter.well here you go.have fun.damn i notice that tihs is all i do.jsut complain about my life and post up poems that ppl dont even read.lolol.its relaly funny.oh well i dont give three fucks.well laters ( Read more... )

Yup..well it appears that ive lost another friend...well two actualy...one of them is jessica....and the other one was bryan...yup...it doesnt realy bother me because they both are not even worth the cookie crum.thats ok though i dont need him shit tlaking about me so yea.wlel my lifes jsut geting worse.nothing new so yea.i jsut love how i am gona ( Read more... )

i finally found my poetry book last night.it was under my desk burried under everything.shit i really need to get back into writing more.i havnt writtien any poems for a while.but im gonna sshare you these two poems thati wrote like a month ago.i doubt that anybody will even care to read it but if you want to they wil be here in display.i miss her ( Read more... )

Why is that i always get screwed over in the end.Why can something for once go correct in my life.what ahve i done to deserve this fucking bulshit.seriously i havnt daone anything to anybody and ive actually been nicer than ever.*sighs*.i miss Soraya...i miss him...i feel like shit...i just want my life to be over.im tired of living this fucking ( Read more... )

i keeep gettting these flashbacks about how i was back then...its amazing how ive soften up over the years..heh..i remeber elementary i was a hothead kid.i would consantly be fighting with every signlle kid.i dont knwo why but for some reason i just loved fighting.for fuck sake my first fight was in kindergarden.that hole thing with the bathroom.~_ ( Read more... )