its funny how when i was younger i never thought i would drink, smoke, do drugs, have sex, be who i am at all ( Read more... )

this seems to be the first time in my life where i'd rather live through my dreams when im sleeping

and i'd rather be under the influence of some kind of chemicals when i'm awake

this needs to change soon....

other than that...


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NRJ and i visited White Island last night

boy it was a trip alright

the lies

the weed

the greed

the sex

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i would honestly love you now

but i would lovingly let you down

so tell me one thing

could a winter romance melt away by spring?

because i'm kinda tired of sleeping alone

and i'm down with being cold with you

update

i have no money

yet i need alot

i can do that

estelles birthday is in a lil while.. im pretty sure i want to make it good

other than that...college is pretty sweet

lately ive noticed that people put more energy into making excuses for things

than trying to make them good in the first place

and yea i've been guilty of it

but why do we strive for apologies when half the time no one accepts them?

heres the thing.. i love college SO much its great..right where i want to be ( Read more... )