I love how my "friends" want nothing to do with me now that its summer break. But Im leaving in 6 days so I dont even fucking care. Why is it Im the one who always has to make plans for what to do with friends? Why is it that I have to ask people to hang out? Everyone knows I do nothing but do any of you pick up the phone and include me in your ( Read more... )

So, I went to the dentist today. I have to go back tomorrow. Thank god for novacaine because without it, I'll be bawling like a baby tomorrow. I've never had a tooth pulled so Im scared about that. I get to listen to my headphones though and that helps me stay distracted... But I cant stand that numb feeling I get for 3-4 hours afterwards. But ( Read more... )

I hate when people who always know what to say to you say something that completely pisses you off. See, I got told by one of my amazing xanga friends to never say something I dont truly mean/want. Now up until now, shes gotten me. But that statement really did piss me off.

People are going to disappoint you. I get that...
I kind of expect that, but I don't know, what if
you wake up one day and realize that you're
the disappointment

in one of those moods. Tried to pack but of course, we have no ziplock bags.

We went to Canada last night. It was fun. Now, my parents suck and Id like to murder them. I wanted to wash the car in the back yard because my mom was bitching about it being dirty. So I tell her to bring it out back because theres no hose in the front yard but she bitches and tells me to bring the hose to the front yard. Our hose isnt long ( Read more... )

I didnt study today. Too fricken bad. I wont fail... I hope. This week is the last full week of school. Thank god. We went to the falls today, I was hoping to get a tan but I hardly did. I think I got half a shade darker. I wanna go back there sometime this week. I love it there even though I see it all the time. I cant wait until August ( Read more... )

So here it goes.  The list of people going to Maryland: Grandma, Aunt Nita, Uncle Dick, Aunt Rita (for a few days), Todd, Margret, Erin, Ryan, Pat, Grace, Patrick, Richard, Jean, me, my mom.  Thats gonna be very fun.  Can you tell I love my cousin Erin a bunch?  Shes an amazing little girl.  August 6th is going to a.m.a.z.i.n.g

I spiraled my hair today because I was bored and had time before we left...  I want to go to the zoo before camp, and I wanted to hang out with some friends before I left so maybe thats what we'll do.  And I told my mom and she was like the Buffalo zoo isnt even a zoo.   Its $5.00 for people 14 and under... I could try to pass as a 14 year old and ( Read more... )

Well today was better than yesterday... not a lot of arguing at least... I had to go to church, I dont like going because I dont even know if I believe in "God"  But I'm also working at a church camp, but for the money.  My mom and I started fighting while we were grossery shopping...  I've pretty much quit my special K diet... I havent been hungry ( Read more... )

Theres too much arguing going on today... it started when I was trying to print a coupon out before we left and my mom honking the horn and yelling at me that she wanted to go. Then we got home from inspecting her van and finding out it wont even pass, my dad started bitching at her about it... and now they've been arguing all day. I just want to ( Read more... )