Decoration

[always_dancing]

I guess I'm not okay. I thought I was. I thought this day meant change for the better. But I'm still here, I'm still the same. I finally stopped taking caffeine pills just to get up in the morning. I actually started eating for the reason of being hungry and not to survive. But it's like clockwork. I always go back to this feeling. No one

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[xbruisepristine]

I stumbled onto your journal tonight, and this is a really intense entry. This is probably weird for me to say, but feel free to vent at me. I'll always make time to listen. If you ignore this thats fine too, i just hope things go well for you. :)

[always_dancing]

That's the first time someone has really reached out to me in a long time. I didn't even know people still signed into livejournal to be honest. I really appreciate your sincerity, it's good to know some people are still real. I don't know if I'll ever have the courage to discuss/ vent how I feel openly to anyone, but it is a real relief to know that someone is willing to listen. I've felt trapped/ on repeat for forever, so I haven't been happy for a while.

Off subject but, are you going to HCC this semester? I have never run into you.

I really hope everything is going good with you.

[xbruisepristine]

I still write in my LJ daily, ahaha. Its the only reliable thing I can confess into. But anyyways, I'm glad you're still kind although you say you haven't been happy. I'm sorry to hear that.

Yeah I'm at school, but two of my classes are online, one is at 8am, and the rest of the time I'm living in the photo lab. I am surprised I haven't seen you there, since I believe you're taking photo 1?

Things are pretty swell. Chaotic as usual, but it gets boring any other way. Ahaha.

[always_dancing]

Yeah, I am taking Photo 1, but I'm only usually in the lab on mondays or wednesdays. I'm going on that New York trip though, so that should be fun.

I'm glad everythings good with you!