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Strap me to your chair of conduct, I swear when I bleed nothing will have changed.
Autumn is when the trees die. Fall is when the world dies ( Read more... ) -
This is just my version of the end.
I'll never be pure. I'll never be perfect. I'll never be whole ( Read more... ) -
Poisons in the veins
Poisons just make sense ( Read more... ) -
Paper thin heart
I think I'm poisonous, or at least something bad ( Read more... ) -
I want to scream
My breakup was on Twitter five hours before it happened. It took me five months to figure this out. That wasn't even a discussion, it was a planned breakup. I feel, unreal ( Read more... ) -
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Despite all this good I've been working towards, I'm just this broken thing again. Except now I have new colors. -
Fresh air
I think I'm beginning to become ok. I think I've finally pulled off this mask and let the sun hit my face. I'm no longer broken, I'm just bruised. But bruises eventually fade anyways. I'm pushing myself out from this dark I've put myself in. My skin may not be able to handle the sunlight, it could crack and burn, but that's okay. Feeling is ( Read more... ) -
Headaches and liquor
Today, well yesterday was 4/20. Party hard. I just worked out and eventually went to the photolab. It felt like a fairly accomplished day. I have a headache ( Read more... ) -
Decoration
I guess I'm not okay. I thought I was. I thought this day meant change for the better. But I'm still here, I'm still the same. I finally stopped taking caffeine pills just to get up in the morning. I actually started eating for the reason of being hungry and not to survive. But it's like clockwork. I always go back to this feeling. No one ( Read more... )