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I feel like I'm constantly waiting. Breathe in, breathe out. One more minute passed. Quick glance at the phone just to make sure I haven't missed anything. Two minutes. You always come through but a little late. A little off. Three minutes. My mind starts wandering. Four minutes. I'm gone.

it's not that i don't understand you
it's not that i don't want to be with you,
but you only wanted me, the way you wanted me.

you're brand new and i'm already scared.
please please, stay a while.

i am getting sosick of this
when do i get to leave?

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life would be so much easier
if i could learn to keep my mouth shut
&sometimes i wonder what it would be like
if you just didn't care
i can't handle much more of this.

on a happier note,
life has been pretty good lately :)

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This could've been so easy.
Ohwell.

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I have incredibly shaky hands.

I don't think I've been this happy in a long time. I'm hoping this lasts, because I don't know if I can handle it if it doesn't. I seem to be getting more and more attached and more and more scared /////// It's nice to have this again. It's been a while.

I can count on one hand the number of people I trust, And that's just fine with me.

( it's good to be in love )