Take the Good With the Bad

[alwaysangel]

Talking to her made me realize how much I want Benny... actually living a normal life... having a 'normal' relationship. I love him so much... but I don't know what to do with this love anymore... my heart is bleeding... when I smile... I ache... because it's contrary to how I really feel. I don't know anymore..... I really don't... there's so

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[ex_shadi998]

i dont know why we have to live with these feelings.
God says everything turns out good for thosse who believe, but shawna is clouding my mind, i cant focus on anything.
i love you lindsey, and ur in my prayers.

[alwaysangel]

I thank God daily for you... to have someone to share and understand such a difficult time... I love you too shadi... I wish I had the opportunity to thank you in person... you've blessed me beyond words... my prayers are always with you...

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[ex_shadi998]

get on AIM sometimes........