The Greatest Joy... The Deepest Ache

[alwaysangel]

One day of camp down... back for senior scheduling... woo hoo... well God is so good and so gracious to me... right now I could very easily be bawling and suicidal... I talked to a girl I roomed with last year that went to Benny's church... without knowing who I am she said something about him being engaged... breaking it off during the time when

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[ex_shadi998]

im glad u looked at it that way.
u really know the savior, and its really bennys missing out. it is. Live for jesus now, hell give u someone better. This isnt dumb optimism, the holy ghost is there to comfort you. Well both be okay.

[ex_shadi998]

I was reading over your post again, and the way you examined this situation is a great testament to how much of an amazing person you are. Do u know how many 17 year old girls wouldve taken that news? Lindsey, forgive me for padding your ego, but God has blessed you with so much wisdom, i dont know if anyone can see it, but you are so full of the spirit, and one day many more will realize and appreciate that. I wish my seventeen year old was moe like you........
the spoke again, and i told her of my relationship with God throughout our relationship and she totally didnt understand, shes lost.......shes blind.........and ill pray for her always, i knew it was time to let go when she said "nt compare yourself to jesus, your not a martyr". At that point it was like, wow, u dont really know me or the Lord at all. Lindsey u rock, im so glad u turned to the Lord and not something else, like sex, or drink, or razorblades. I care about u lots. Thanks for being my friend. =)

[alwaysangel]

Thank you as always for your love and support. Your words only humble me because I know that I do not deserve them... they don't make me proud of myself... it's only by the grace of God that I can stand at all... tho I stumble so often. You've been awesome to me... and the Spirit rests heavily upon you also... the way you speak into my life is amazing... and I'm so blessed by it... you are a true friend... :)