sparkly veins ( Read more... )

 i don't always know how fast to go. but i always know what gear i'm in.

something something i remember
there was a cream-colored cat
stretched out crawling under a car.

an hour's two or three acceptedly.  
and you never make me wait for long.
though i'm buried in your bed,
i got up to see my ribs through skin.
then laid myself back down again.
all this took ten hours, about.
and you'll be home in five.
there're plenty of ways for me to drag down the day
until then.

 i stumbled upon an excellent diet the other day.  it only costs $693, and what it is is it's a trip to the dentist, for a cleaning, then SURPRISE 3 teeth's wortha drilling!!!  foods will be too defiant for the grainy stubs left, the emotional trauma will revoke one's ability to even swallow sobs, let alone a bacon cheese.   add a few shots of ( Read more... )

 i have nothing to say, anything to write.  i hate the editing process; i write in pen.  there's a cut on the side of my right hand, in lieu of scraping it across paper, these hands now work together to form words. palms down for a change ( Read more... )

i'm unsure what inspired me to plug in some password that i wasn't sure would work anyway, but it did, so i did, and now this line's been typed. here.

anyone i've ever allowed to know me knows while i'm not opposed to technology, i vastly prefer writing in my own journal.  the feel of paper pages bound up by someone with a needle or somewhere in a ( Read more... )

this could quite possibly be one of the worst things to date. it's sad how my entire family has changed from isolation to compassion. if she's worthy of any compassion. and i heard she said she's gonna change. but people don't change, atleast i don't think they do. "another bump in the road" or one that sent her soaring and now she sees ( Read more... )

it's finally the weekend. school is out for the day!!! it's been a pretty easy week, actually... skipped tuesday to hang out with mah lova for his birthday. THAT was such fun!!! Then last night, party night, "thirsty thursday," i called him, said "well i can't talk long babe, i'm going out..." About 4 minutes later, pulled up to Dave's, and he ( Read more... )

yesterday is worthy of sharing. well robbie and i made blueberry muffins, i watched them practice, he went to work, i took a nap, then katie surprised me with her cute new car!!! i'm so glad she found a good one that she is happy with, it's awesome. so we drove to autozone and to marley, supposedly to find car decorations but we never did. ( Read more... )

no one reads this ( Read more... )