sometimes in filling others voids, yours too become filled...and in a way you couldnt get that same fulfillment trying to do it urself...k confusing...i should go to bed!!!

stop this endless cycle of teasing. its not even on purpose and its not really teasing, its kind of a form or using/manipulating/deceiving almost. it jus seems like in the pursuit of trying to fill my own voids in my life i sometimes cause voids in others peoples. not to be selfish, cuz im definately not a selfish person, very selfless. sometimes ( Read more... )

it was the first time the threesome had dinner together this year which means it was mad fun! as usual we talked bout sexy ass men and doing the shit outta them! lol. ne way wats new. well in between all of the sexy men and goofing off, we had a serious conversation about being politically correct on certain things. end of story is that were going ( Read more... )

then pple had to start talkin bout marriage again. are u kidding. i cant like someone for more than 3 days and u want me to marry you. idont understand. i just dont. i cant do work bc im trying to figure out how to not destroy pples lives while also not complicating myne ne more. not looking good ( Read more... )

Chris Brown and Lil Wayne are amazing! they seriously made me orgasm like 500 times during the concert! dem franchise boys were crunk as hell! i love them! juelz santana was sexy as usual!! Chris Brown seriously is the finest mutha fucka ive seen. haha!

GREAT DAY!!!

its Friday. i overslept again, meaning i havent made it to my first class on time since school started which sucks. imma change that asap next week! hopefully. today is going well so far. friday lunch with summers was great! hes like the best! sucha great friend! we realy get along! its nice to hang out with someone different for once. its jus an ( Read more... )

im going to stop trying to b friends with people that dont appreciate it! and cultivate the relationships with the people that really count. yeah, th eones that really count!!!! not the ones i want to impress or who i 'think' count! geez! aight! gotta do some fuckin econ!

sometimes i wish i were a whore, this good grl shits gettin old as fuck!!! really really old!!!

Im going to write on this shit EVERY day this summer! i just made a vow to myself!!!!!!!!!

ps: my life just keeps getting better and better! and thats soo not an understatement...now all i hav to do is find that significant other!

It must be more good women than men percentage-wise ( Read more... )