How did I let it get this far? I dont even recognize myself anymore...for awhile I thought that was a good thing, stepping outside my comfort zone, taking chances and all that...but now? I've gotten myself in way too deep, and I cant get out. And now I've done the worst thing of all, and I've brought people into this who really shouldnt be involved ( Read more... )

It's beginning to look alot like christmas....my favorite time of the year. This means that this year is almost over, and for once I dont feel that usual pang of regret looking back over this year. I think 2007 was actually one of the most significant years ever for me, for many reasons, good and bad. This time last year I said that 2007 would be ( Read more... )

What a week, i dont even know where to begin. I guess friday is a good place to start...halloween party a few days late, but whatever. we went all out on costumes (sort of) and went to britts party. After I drove to hudson to pick up amy from work of course..."felicia, do NOT go out back, im warning you," easier said than done you know. The party ( Read more... )

Have you ever wished you could escape yourself for a little while? Not escape a situation, but literally escape the person that you are? Like when people give you advice on how to do something and you think 'yeah, maybe that would work if I were you, but I could never say that ( Read more... )

How long do we spend paying for the same mistake? It's been over 3 years now and i still feel like because of one adolescent mistake, I'll end up being hunted down by karma forever. Maybe its not karma, maybe its just guilt.Maybe I still wish it were something I could go back and change, and all these things that are happening aren't a punishment, ( Read more... )

I've started this entry like ten times, and nothing I say sounds right. For starters I hate my job lately. Which sucks because I used to look forward to it. I sell movies for crying out loud, it's a fairly stress free job...so why is it so easy to make it a miserable place to be? Honestly, why do I bother doing nice things for people when nobody ( Read more... )

Back to reality. Summer's over, my camping vacation is over, school has started. Not that I ever felt a real escape from reality this summer, but now even the weather agrees with phasing out the dreaminess. Camp was fantastic, as usual. Though it started off a little rough...to say the least ( Read more... )

Summer is coming to its close, but I still dont feel like it ever really began. Not really any lazy beach days(not that I even like the beach, but I usually go), no sleeping late, and working all the time. I didnt really mind it though, it was fulfilling in its own way, and I had plenty of good times and good memories. Funny though...back in May I ( Read more... )

Have you ever wondered where your life would be if you could change even the tiniest of decisions? Would your entire lifes course change, or is where we are our destiny no matter how we got there? Does every different road lead us to the same place, eventually ( Read more... )

Tired. What a perfect weekend though, we got to do everything you could want to do in hudson.Because amy is a wonderful friend. Amy fuuuuuunnel? funnel your marg, doooo it!!! Haha and laura walking along the side of the road with that guy...it was all too good. Justin where did you read 7 minutes? On the box it said 6...and I added one for good ( Read more... )