josh and I haven't been together for over a month ( Read more... )

things have been I don't know really what they have been ( Read more... )

I'm loosing faith once again. you know that feeling that you are going to do something stupid just to make the disappointment you feel about your life drift to something else for a moment ( Read more... )

I wanna be where all the scars of the nevers and maybes die

I've been busy. I'm already into 15hours of overtime and still going. whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

I quit one of my jobs ( Read more... )

Anything But Down ( Read more... )

I've noticed a pattern in my lifestyle ( Read more... )

so that feeling when I can't sleep at night and I can't eat during the day ( Read more... )

so I went to this party with a bunch of old friends and josh was supposed to go with me, he said he didn't feel well and was just going to hang out at Mike's. I agreed. I didn't want to worry about him anyways ( Read more... )