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tic toc.
as soon as i paid the 4 dollar toll to go over the bay bridge i started crying ( Read more... ) -
big nothing.
all i can think about are the things i shouldn't be thinking about.
im so sad and so fucking empty.
when is everything going to be okay?
even if i'm improving on myself what does it matter?
he doesn't notice. he doesn't care.
nothing can fill this void... -
i think it's going to be a long long time...
tonight i'm going to head up to santa barbara ( Read more... ) -
pop.pop.pop.pop.
so an interesting thing happend to me yesterday ( Read more... ) -
a dark fucking place.
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i wish it was raining for reals.
hello. i went to pomona today. traffic getting out of la was fucking ridiculous. the fairplex is an empty condemned version of magic mountain. by the way, i saw a commercial that had someone saying.."i'm so glad it's not closing." publicity stunt? all i know is i need to get another season pass. i went to pomona for the tattoo convention. my ( Read more... ) -
west coast time.
today ren comes home from new york ( Read more... ) -
now entering......
yesterday was my last day of school. no not for the summer. for the rest of my life. i now have a ba and an aa. i did it backyards. not that either mean much to get a job, but they mean something to me. the real world is here now. it is time to begin supporting myself completely. it is time to answer those random phone number calling me..and mis ( Read more... ) -
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i had such a good night.
i love my friends. <3
i love my second brain.<3
you know who you are.
