tomorrow is goign to be my first day of work, woo hoo cant wait that means mula oh ya...haha but ya everytime i straighten my hair the color seems to strip its funny so now i have liek these lines of blonde in some places but there small so there not really noticable....friday at school was one of my more better days, then after school mark and ky ( Read more... )

should i stay a brunett or go back blonde ?!?!?!?!?

help me i cant decide, so im taking a poll, and the color with the most votes wins, this is up to yall not me, so help me make my decision PLEASE !!!!!!!

today at school was liek usual, but better that norma, in the mornign walked with ky and syd, then walked with ky to her locker then to mine and ( Read more... )

i am offically an employee at zeros subs and pizza, the one by the court house that is!!! haha so glad, it was made final today, i start on monday at 3 YES that means MONEY!!! haha so ya...today was good cuz i got to sleep in, didnt take the psat, went to school adn sat in the cafe with PJ,Mark, Ryan, Tyler,this kid Eddie, and 2 other guys not sure ( Read more... )

friday oct 22 2:00 meeting in coach lamberts class room,  if intrested in swim team !

~failed my permit test got to wait till the 20th to retake it =(

~ i got a job at zeros, going in tomorrow at 3:30 to talk to the manager, and see what i need to learn to start working, first day of work possibly monday ! haha that means money and i need money ( Read more... )

i think just about everyone but me is going to homecomming

i feel oddly happy today

and i feel really outcasted, like a lot

school was gay, went to home depot after wards, and then then mall and rec with emily, then home and now im here studying for my permit test that i have TOMORROW, and talking to Alex, always a good thing, this is a really ( Read more... )

~friday~woke up late + late to school, went to computer tech its so gay in there, went to lunch sat with ky and jessica, mark or marshall didnt sit with us cuz mark and ky were fighting but its all good now because everything is better between them which is really good, then sb, so just read friday night lights, then english didnt do anything but ( Read more... )

~all i want to do right now is cry, really really badly, but im keepng it in, i feel as if i have been stepped on more than any rock on the ground, and ive been slammed down to the ground and killed, thats exactly how i feel right now, all i want is to be happy for once, not the fake happy that i have everyday, all i want is to be happy just for ( Read more... )

~tomorrow i think im goign to put the biggest fake smile on and act liek the happiest ever because thats what he wants and maybe if i act liek im happy he'll feel relived and not have to worry about me being happy because thats all he wants to see, is me happy, then maybe i wont have to worry about having to talk to him when i see him because he ( Read more... )

friday- went to school waited for ky and syd then walked around when them, then class, then after school went to syds with her and ky, went on the 4 wheeler and go kart, got all muddy on teh go kart then we ran out of gas and went to the rope swing and mark, holly, lance,brandon, pj and allie were there, did that for a while then syd ky mark amd me ( Read more... )

today was werid but good, school was the same, in comp tech we fried our computer by accident opps, then walked with ky to lunch sat with ky mark marshall tyler and jessica today, then went to study block i HATE that study block so i went upstairs came back went to english did work and had a really werid conversation with austin about how he always ( Read more... )