today was the worst day, lts start im in a really bad state of depression, i wanted to commint suicide, got in a huge fight with allie, still in it, she told derek about my wanting to kill myself, he called me i blew up ay him and kinda said somethings and made me talk to him, whne i talked to him i dont think i have cried that bad in a while, it ( Read more... )

yesterday was the BEST, umm woke up and talked to syd about what was goingto happen, got ready and syd and brandon came and piced me up, we went and got ky, then went to texas steak house but it was too crowded so we went to mexican, all ate, syd and ky ITS so obviouse he cant make it unnoticable! lol, ha ya then went to toby keith, walked around ( Read more... )

today was another day, woke up late blah got ready fast then school go there walked around with allie saw ky talked to her then derek and mark and then a few mins later stephen talked to them for a little bit, then went in and went to our lockers, then photo, andy will pay to see two hotties in a cat fight, ha thanks lol, um then lunch talked to ( Read more... )

wow last night had to have been one of the better conversations i have had with derek, i cant belive half the things i actually said to him but im glad that i told him because i he told me some things that made me happy very happy, but im not going into detail but all i want to know is whats goign on, but besides that today was ok had to get up ( Read more... )

today was bad, i woke up late, didnt have enough time to get ready, um went to school talked to syd, mark, ky and mark and ky are meanie heads cuz they said i lost marks hat when he took it out of my locker, went to class all we did was talk, then bio, didnt do anything in there, then lunch, what another wonderful lunch with the boys, there ( Read more... )

school was school did nothing in pratically every class, lunch was lunch sat with ky, mark, tyler, and marshall, same as usual, went found allie talked to ky and syd for a few then found my mom went to the base to give my dad his bowling ball YES bowling statrs back up, ah im so glad, i have mondays all to myself now besides when my mom is getting ( Read more... )

umm today i did nothing besides talked to alex ALL day and im still talking to him, its fun, later im sopose to go hang out with allie matt g. and stevie, but ya im talkign to alex right now so im going.

all i want is my redneck boy =(

today was a usual day woke up got ready allie came and got me went to my locker then hers then to the cafe where we saw steven, brian, mark, nick, and derek who we usually see then we saw matt c. talked to him for a few then hugged us both then left looked for matt g. i talked to elizabeth for a few and then i saw syd and ky talked to them for a ( Read more... )

today was all good, um allie came and got me liek usual and she said i looked like one of those skater fags girlfriedns or what matt g told her the other day, then went to school walked around and went to the cafe saw stephen, brian mark and nick talked to them for a few then saw elizabeth talked to her then walked to class, then in class took a ( Read more... )