i woke up to our song by jeff bates, i want to make you cry, i almost cried, im a jerk and cant get over things

today i hung out with Randi and Zach, we were sopose to go to ocean breeze but it wasnt worth it so we went to hunt club for a lil bit and they looked at somethings and talked to there friends i sat in in car waiting because i didnt want derek to think i was some kind of stalker, cuz im not, and they came back and told me that they talked to him so ( Read more... )

so over him but still so in love with him

for some reason i find myself drinking my tears away and tearing up my room, my walls are bare i have no posters or pictures, i want to runaway, depression makes things worse that they really are, all i do now is cry and its pathetic, why do i care so much can anyone anwser that for me please??? i think i have cried everynight so far and i hate ( Read more... )

lets see, where to start, i spent the entire night of tuesday crying and allie spent the night, i cried on her shoulder and i thank her for that for about three hours, wed morning i cried again, and then tonight i went to the keith urban concert with allie monica and then pj showed up later, i get a call from missy telling me never to call derek ( Read more... )

yall people need to keep the drama out of my livejournal, i dont care if your trying to help, i dont care

tonight was the best!

I LOVE ALLISON MARIE AND SARAH CALLIS,AND SECERETLY DEREK SCOTT TOO BUT SHH HE DOESNT KNOW, but i hate iggnorant niggers, my reason...im a stingy white girl who needs to shut her mouth and be killed...so oooo your gonna die befor i do because im not rude like you and i have manners and i know how to treat other people so suck my redneck boyfriends ( Read more... )

this past week or however long it has been since i updated has been the best, last night was a night that i will never forget, i had so much fun, i went to the tim mcgraw concert last night with derek pj and allie and allie and pj had seats but i got to sit up there for a quick min it was close but being on the lawn was so much funner, i got soaked ( Read more... )

today i didnt go to school i was "sick" so i stayed home with my mom, then at liek 5 Derek <3 Allie and PJ all came over to day hi, and then they left, my mom had a suprise retirement party thing for my aunt, in otherwords another reason for them all to get drunk. and ya, i tried getting mr.ken paybackbut kenny told him and i got attacked once ( Read more... )

today was ok, i woke up thinking i wasnt going to go to school but then some people would have been mad cuz i wasnt there so i went and then i had school an di talked to emily she is so scared i love her to death and nothing is gonna happen to her i swear, and ya then i got to leave at 12:30 but i stayed so i can make sure ms.emily got to class ( Read more... )