To destination anywhere.

charmedconfusion: guess what?
my kisses rock: five days??
charmedconfusion: FIVE DAYS ( Read more... )

Today was a spontaneous trip to eat Sushi and buy cd's at Tower with Lydda. Then blasting the music. SUCH good times. Now we have Jamba Juice and Sublime, Nerds(the candy) and My Chemical Romance. Hot.

Last night my mom and I called Germany at 3 in the morning. We hadn't talked to my grandma's brother Hans in a week or so, since before the funeral ( Read more... )

It's been a month since I've done anything besides go to work, do homework, and go to dance.

I'm always home and whenever that is I'm always working for my mom.
Organizing papers, cleaning up rooms, throwing away junk.

Can I please just have one afternoon of some kind of fun? I need to get away from this atmosphere of nothing but crying.

I lost my grandpa back in 8th grade and, yes, it was hard, but not as hard. He had been sick for years and years, even once been clinically dead for 5 minutes and when he died, he had been checked into a hospital for almost a month. So we knew it was coming, I was prepared for it. Even if I failed at life and didn't take my last chance to say ( Read more... )

So my April Fools Day sucked.
How did yours go?
I guess maybe it could be because of the major lack of sleep and food I've been getting all week...
At first I had this hyper lift off of it,
But I guess it all came back around to hit me at the end.

Annnnnnnnnnnd whaaaaaaaaaaat
Is with everyone dieing this week?My grandma, Johnny Cochran, Terry ( Read more... )

When you went away ( Read more... )

All of my memories and associations
Lost their innocence
In one single split second.

I feel alienated in my own home.
It's completely wrong I tell you.
I've lived here for seven years.
I shouldn't just lose all of the good feelings like this.
Not to mention the chance to get all of the good feelings back.Sunday night I couldn't turn the key ( Read more... )

"Maybe I will tell you all about it, when I'm in the mood to lose my way with words..."-John Mayer

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So until later,

"Get behind the wheel, stay in front of the storm."- ( Read more... )