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Refocused
I had a little low spell as always around finals time, but I seem to be bouncing back pretty well the last two days. I have exactly a week left of classes, and am really only worried about one class, my Logic. I really hope I pass, but it's not looking good. I have a pretty good chance of getting an A in all my other classes, and I'm going for all ( Read more... ) -
Post LFC Visit
I really liked LFC, which is a great relief. The students aren't as "crunchy" as Grinnellians, but they care abt each other, and the administration seems to really care about the students, not about trying to lure in perspectives. the transfer admissions lady was really excited about the idea of sight, and About starting a group on campus. I'm ( Read more... ) -
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My lack of self-confidence is starting to really bother me. The last few weeks I have been telling myself that I am now confident enough in my ability to make good decisions, that I am not going to let myself question myself if other people question my decision (if that makes any sense). I know that I want to return to Grinnell and I hate that ( Read more... ) -
Frustration
I had this big rant and then it self destructed. Poo poo. But basically my dad has the emotional range of a chimp. and absolutely no compassion whatsoever. Hopefully I'll be out of this place in 4.5 months. I look forward to it ( Read more... ) -
The Chances of life
So last night I watched the beginning of the third season of South of Nowhere and the 7th or 8th season of Degrassi (for those not familiar with the-n tv shows, watch the episodes online at www.the-n.com/theclick/ *PG lesbian action*), and it made me realize that life really only gets its meaning through the trials and tribulations of romance, and ( Read more... ) -
Depressed Rantings
As a shot into desperate darkness I'm going to list everything I liked in high school/college to try and figure out what to major in ( Read more... ) -
Feeling Lost Again
(I hurt my middle finger on my right hand, and it makes it hard to type.) I'm feeling a little lost. Yesterday I sat in on the class that I thought I would love, and I didn't. I was bored thru the humanities and music class compounded with the fact that the profs structure the classes in a chaotic very jarring manor which leaves me exhausted, ( Read more... ) -
jealousy, loneliness, and feeling bad
To say that I'm envious of everyone who is getting ready to go back to school is an understatement. Especially because I didn't think it would bother me so much. It mostly makes me mad that my inability to make decisions means that I screwed myself out of transferring this fall. And even though I know I'm not ready to live away from home yet, and I ( Read more... ) -
victory is close.
I can smell the victory of finals soon upon us. Finished my anthro and film classes today. Only one more test in bio and the final writing in anthro and seminar. Well and service learning project (poopoo) I have to finish up stats last two chapters tomorrow. Last day of work (heck yes ( Read more... ) -
chugging along
So apparently everyone is too cool to update their livejournals. I'm wonder what ya'll have been up to. Seriously. I'm pretty sad that Fiona is unreachable at the moment. I could use some moral support. I'm pretty excited about Loyola next spring, and I'm hoping maybe I'll get a scholarship for good grades. Right now I have a few big projects but I ( Read more... )