I guess over the last year or so I have taught all of you that it is ok to disrespect me. But I am going to say that it is no longer permitted. When I am angry about something, don't laugh at me and make fun of me. I was concerned for everyone's well being. For everyone's safety. For everyone's life. I am not going to apologize. I guess I've ( Read more... )

Mobile!!!!!

I need to cry. I know I do. I haven't let myself really cry in so long. And it's scary because I have to deal with everything that I have been avoiding for so long. I have to let myself be depressed, so I can start this healing process. I need to be healed. I need to nurture my inner child back to health and I need to do it soon, because the ( Read more... )

I feel broken and i can't help feeling betrayed. and i have no right to feel either which is making both even worse. and the sounds of his voice and the look of his eyes still haunt me because on the night i saw him cry i thought it was real and now it feels like it was all really just a lie. how can you say the things you said, and then go and ( Read more... )

Guess what, I'm still alive ... who would have guessed. Sorry livejournal, I've been seeing Myspace and I'm toying with Facebook too. God I'm such a cyber slut.

why did i even waste time being so stupid? oh well

CAMP IS LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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you can't even imagine how excited I am about this!

Ben is cutting my hair as I type this. I've been reading SHawn's online journal that I came across while searching for camp sue stuff. and he is brilliant and I am so glad that he learned so young what camp is. A place for everyone to smile, smile through the pain, because we love and trust eachother. it is this completely safe place that we ( Read more... )

Jen and I have the same spring break for the first time ever!!!!!! :)
I can't even tell everyone how excited I am!

It's been a while
sorry
i suck
I've been in a shitty mood for a little over a week now and I don't know what to do.
I've been pissy with everyone
sorry

you are the water to my earth
elemental, basic, necessary
trusting the truth i see inside you
makes me willing to accept
the pain inside me

I am who I am and I love you
and at this point I'm not sure what to do
Can't understand the thoughts in my head
can't understand the things that I've said