long time and everything changes

[alwayzdazd]

a long time since i have written in here. seems life keeps getting in the way. i swear that needs to be my new saying, so to speak.

i wait here for someone to wake me from a silent dream that i thought i could control. i have found out that control is the dream. a dream i made myself fall into when nothing else seemed right. i tried to make it

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[etayrwen]

what inspires me? hm .. i think you probably already know the answer to that one ...

but what gives me the motivation to live ... is to overcome everything i ever thought to be true because i've only come to know its not ... and of course, having peter is motivation to live

to beat the one who beat me into a living pulp of vomitous nothing. to make him feel like i did for the last 10 years .... to take away everything from him ... that is motivation to live ...

my breathing is only by the love of a wolf.

[wolfy_codex]

It gets in the way for us all my good friend. *hugs and barks at the world for the big meanie that it is!*

As for what inspires me.. well... see above. *smiles softly*

[alwayzdazd]

how did i know you would both say that? :)

[etayrwen]

cos we're such romantic saps! *giggles*