Get out of my head. Get out of my head. Leave, get out. dont come back please. Fucking go away. Please.

Wow it just hit me right now, everyone i used to know is a stranger to me, i dont think im in denial of it ive known it but live journal just makes me see the ability of communication i once had, I mean lately cailtlin and i find out about whats going on with each other through this websites. That just fucked up. Life is hard. I m going to talk to ( Read more... )

How can people expect someone to be postive all the time when given their circumstances. How can you smile when your dad walked out on you? How can you smile when your mom used to be an alchoholic? How can you smile when you are alone in a state with just your mom that you fight with all the time? How can you smile when your best friend stabbed you ( Read more... )

I told the only person who i am afraid to judge me that i had sex.
I in the end got some of my life worked out.
I still feel for him and i hate it.
Your a bitch to get over.

So matt and i have this game, after something in our life gets bad it will get good and we will say " how can it get any worse". We are done playing it, on saturday i hit black ice spun out and hit a pole, not just any pole its a huge one. Now my car is totalled, my ipod broke in the accidet and along with that my right arm and left leg is messed ( Read more... )

Anyway i got back from disneyland and it was amazing. It was a well needed trip our class got a lot closer and i loved the walk and talks, learning new things about people is always one of my favorite things ( Read more... )

So life is really weird, it seems to me that in a matter of two weeks or so my life has became something so different from what i ever expected it to be. I am happy though. There are rough times where i think it isnt supposed to happen this way but i think that happens with every situation. My myspace password has been cameron7 since me and cameron ( Read more... )

It’s 12:52 AM and is early in the year of 2006, I sit here and think of how obscene the celebrations and traditions of a new year is. Gazing around at the empty sparkling cider bottles and the crinkled up silver hat that broad casts “Happy New Year” I can’t help but wonder why some people believe that just by the large well lit ball dropping in the ( Read more... )

( 2005 )

For some strange reason i got depresesd. I cant even tell you why. Maybe its because I have 90 pages of harry potter 6 and for some reason i cant finish it. Along with that I have about 5 other books i bought just for my summer reading marathons. I didnt read at all this summer, reading used to be kind of a passion of mine. The moment my world ( Read more... )