I got a job at the Pita Pit. I work full time there now and its unreal how much you feel like an adult when you work alot. It's a weird place and the decorations consist of vegetables that look like they are tripping on acid but other than that most of the people are cool, the food is good, and forty hours of working a week really helps at this ( Read more... )

Im having a huge mental breakdown and its all making no sense ( Read more... )

People are weird, they are sometimes the best thing going on in my life or I just cant stand them at all. I know thats probably how it is for most but I have this bad habbit of when one person lets me down I find problems with everyone else. I hate being so so I cant even find the word but its making me itch. I truly am upset I am, and you can see ( Read more... )

I have come to the relization that people who live in small towns are more deperessed and more wrapped up in the concept of love. Im not meaning small town as in biggest little city in the world im meaning show low, arizona small, 8,000 people tops. I was searching for a long lost friend from the town i used to live in, and i swear i had never seen ( Read more... )

People always tell me I'm strong and i hate that inside i know im not. I can't handle things anymore and the fact that im only 17 and ready to give up on people sucks. Why is it that things all around you can be perfect, im into a good college that is giving me $21,800 a year, I am pretty good in school, my friends are back and im closer than ever ( Read more... )

I used to write in a journal everyday and that was freshman year, i have no idea what I wrote about did i really have that much going on in my mind? Well maybe i did and i also had the time to do it, I know im not working, or have an emensly hard schedule but it still feels hard to find time for myself, meaning being alone and not around anyone. ( Read more... )

fuck attempting to make relationships good and back to normal.

Okay so my head needs to start catching up with my heart or vice versa. like literaly what am i thinking, who am i thinking about seriously this sucks. Im in Hawaii right now and i thought it would clear my head but i think it added to this mixed up jumbled feeling because the heat and insects are sending me insane. So by being insane i can plot ( Read more... )

I'm in an unusually good mood today. Spanish which normally sucks was an upper due to Matt throwing chex mix in my mouth and the teacher freaking out. Anyhow relationships are hard and i kinda always wonder if they really are supposed to be hard or if i'm doing something wrong. Anyway these past couple of weeks have been filled with fights but in ( Read more... )

Kayla Terry ( Read more... )