Hey.  Quick update.  Nicole's been sleeping over for the psat few days and it's been AWESOME!

We watched Pokemon and Beauty and the Beast and we went shopping and I got her a Build -A-Bear (which is actually a dog she named Benjamin) and we got one of those cutetstic strips of pcis where you make funny faces and yeah.  I love my Bubbles, she and I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know who I am.   It bothers me.

Not in the annoying amnesia way, or the am I alive? or really in my imagination? way.  I don't know my self.  My core.

Most of the time I'm completely sure but sometimes I have jarring moments where i hear myself speak and see myself doing something and I watch, from the outside and think "who is that ( Read more... )

I'm 20 today.  I really don't like it *sigh*  Though I'm glad it's my birthday.

I don't like getting older so fast.  It's not really fast, since I don't actually feel like a teenager anymore, but I don't feel 20, that as hell's for sure.

20.  It's so looming and large and about to crush me with responsibility and adulthood, except for the drinking ( Read more... )

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I'm a ROLLER, I'm a RIDER, I'm Number One Motherfuckin SURVIVOR!
So EASE DOWN and wrap your legs around me baby....
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And my FACE is just a TRACE of where I'm, comin from. 
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GOD it feels good to finally be on top of the world again.

Getting this fucking project done tonight ON TIME.  15 hours of sleep last night broken up by GOING TO CLASS.  A ( Read more... )

I'm so hungry and I want to go to the Johnson Center for the good, hot restaurants.  But...

I CAN'T STOP WATCHING DRAKE AND JOSH!

GOD!

I keep forgetting how much I fucking love this show.

*avidly watches with Sandra*

*searches Drake/Josh fanfic in the meantime....hopefully with lots of sex*

(I did mention I'm putting off this paper and will do it ( Read more... )

I love my best friend's excellent taste in music.  It's so interesting and nice.  But especially useful.

Because when I'm already in a slightly depressed mood and she just gives me all these INTENSELY DEPRESSING BUT RELEVANT songs, that put into words my feelings better than I ever could.  And that she understands.  The level of the pain.  Or at ( Read more... )

K, so like always, a quick update.   :)   Sad but true for me nowadays.

Good, acedemic day for me.  Got a lot done school wise and computer wise.  (Mail, Facebook/Myspace/LJ updates)

I'm slowly getting better, it's irritating how long this shit is taking. Being sick is getting in the way of my being productive and having fun! What. The fuck.

Erika's ( Read more... )

Will post later today/tomorrow.  Will cover: Lost my virginity. (YAY!Steve)  Went on Beach Retreat. (Nice but Bleh too much Catholicism in close quarters/No communication with outside world)

Have flu now.  Hurts.  Can't talk well cause of throat.  Nose runs constantly, is annoying.  Love my roomate, she got me my favorite new candy,  Reffaello ( ( Read more... )

I remember why Depeche Mode is my favorite band.   :D

When I listen to it, full blasting my ears, not only does it make me MOVE, and not all gracefully too, jerky and uncontained, like I'm wild, cause I seriously need to just MOVE, it's not even dancing really.  It's like...my body can't contain the way I'm reacting.  Too much emotion.

But yeah, it's ( Read more... )

No matter how depressed I get about school sucking up all my free time and me never having any time for myself, my friends, or getting to sleep like a normal person, just pages and pages of Multilingualsm crap and the ancient Vedic Age.....a couple of episodes of Veroinca Mars, some candy, and some sweet tea always help.

There's really nothing that ( Read more... )