philosophical bullshit

[aly_sloot]

tonight was fun. real fun, which i hadnt had for quite some time. i needed an awakening, something small, i felt it coming on for the past week now. im sick of just being. i never do anything that makes me happy. im not fine. so dont ask me how im doing. because you probably wouldnt even care

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[fireyluv]

im glad you got to talk to nathan..sounds like you needed it.
we do need to get back to the basics..aka, phoning each other everyday with dumb stories about nothing.
you are right about brandon, he should know a lot more about you then he really does. But that will come with time, you have to be patient.

suckadd.
iloveyou.

[ex_mustaches441]

when i think of love,
i think of two people being their complete selves to each other.
so its like, one person, in two bodies
they have that spiritual connection.
so if you only give have of yourself, thats not love.
thats usually comfort or sexual attraction.
not to bring you down,
but im sure you kind of know this in the back of your head.

[aly_sloot]

its not even in the back.
im not in love.
but i do love him.

either way, im a liar.

[ex_mustaches441]

yeah, i know the feeling
im sorry.