Today was a long day. The past two nights Ive gotten about 8 cumulative hours of sleep. I had school 9-5 then work 530-11, why Im still awake right now, I dont know. I havent been able to sleep, even though I feel a cold coming on. I guess my anxiety has gotten the best of me ( Read more... )

This is getting ridiculous.
Ignoring people cant last forever.

Work just called, they want me to come in 12-830, yet my schedule said 530-11, I hate working at Krogers.

To begin with, I just made like the past 30 entries or so public, mostly so Caitlin can read them, and 30 because im to lazy to go through all of them right now ( Read more... )

It feels like I just got punched in the stomach.
No direction looks hopeful.

Im frustrated, Im sewing my new green dress to make it fit me, but I have to do it by hand because my machines broken. Im not in the right mood for sewing right now. I got off work at 8 tonight and called Caitlin to see if she wanted to watch the new Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia with me and she said shed be over at 10 to watch it, its almost 12 ( Read more... )

Have you ever gone out with a football player ( Read more... )

Oh dear, my mouth has gotten me into trouble again. Well, I finally did it, though I dont really feel "relieved", Im sad about how things ended. Im in a very bizzare stage in my life, kinda depressed yet kinda on the verge of something wonderful. Lately Ive been too busy to see a lot of lifes positives, what with school and my awful job, but for ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 54% Stability |||||| 22% Orderliness |||||||||||| 50% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 54% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 58% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious || 10% Hedonism ||||||||||||||| ( Read more... )

overview of my life as of late

School is nice, I enjoy the structure, but both my art classes are turning out to be, lets see how bad Alysen is at drawing classes. I dont really know many people I sit around smoking on my zillion breaks hoping someone will talk to me.

Work is retarded, well not really, but half the people I work with are, they ( Read more... )

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