ap english can go suck a big one
so can calculus
so can honors physics

whyyyyyyyyyy did i do this to myself?
im stressed.

i feel like i have a million billion things to do,
and instead of just doing them, i just think about them every other minute
i need to make a list. 
i think i'll do that.

1. ) make an appt for my senior pictures that should already be done
2.) call sears about segment 2, because im the only 16 year old senior
in the world that not only doesnt have ( Read more... )

i dont have any friends on livejournal, so im just going to answer the questions

-If you could change anything about how your life is going/yourself, what would it be?
i just wish i could develop my faith with christ more
-Who is your biggest influence/hero, why?
we were talking about this a few nights ago [my friends and i]. i couldnt pick just one. ( Read more... )

i'm in nikkis room on her laptop, 
and her courtney and bethany are at meijers then off tping
its myown fault im not with them, i was asleep,
then when bethany woke me up she was being a huge bitch a bout it
"oh my god kayla, your at someones house, thats rude"
meaning that me sleeping was rude, at 2 am
when im the one know for falling asleep at ten.

her ( Read more... )

i got goosebumps twice today, both from songs. 
two different songs. 
two different meanings. 
two completely different singers.

one of the songs that gave me some major goosebumps
was "holding on" by pillar. 
for some reason it just seemed to fit. 
i've been so confused lately, and the lyrics just clicked. 
the ones that i seemed to like the most were
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i had a dream last night, and im not sure if it means something, or if it was simply a dream. 
it was a dream of something has already happened. like, the conversation actually took place-maybe about hmmm, 2 months ago? 
basically, i dont remember what went on the dream really, but i do remember the conversation, or rather, what someone told me. 
she ( Read more... )

i had really forgotten how much i liked stars until tonight. 
they're relaxing to just look at, and they're easy to get lost in.

they remind me of how bad i need "me time",
and they make me think about God and heaven
which is deff a topic that i need to continue thinking more on. 
i miss my relationship with christ. 
i really want it back.

i need sleep

so i guess i've got a new livejournal. i just wanted something to be able to write/vent it ( Read more... )