apparently my LJ is entertaining to some people. And i thought it was boring. Lately I have just been a big ball of confusion. i dont really know what i want. i miss ken and all but i feel like theres no point. i mean, its so over with. at the same time, im having trouble with the whole moving on thing. even though me and ken are through, i ( Read more... )

hmm figured i'd update. im livin in my new place and its fabulous. i love my space and privacy. i got my cable and internet so my life is complete. ken is leaving for oklahome (for a year) on Jan 8th. tomorrow i am going to a lawyer to fill out the rest of my divorce paperwork so i can get that done with. theres alot going on. i got a ( Read more... )

so i finally got an apartment. its pretty impressive for public housing. im psyched to be moving in, but im feeling overwhelmed. i wish i had a week off from work to get everything done, but im working everyday except for thursday. so i better get my ass moving and get over there before i gotta head to work at 3...wheres my motivation?

so today was great. i got to see my baby and then when i walked out of his house, i saw the northern lights. they were so beautiful. then, a few minutes ago i saw them again and they were crazy, they were strobeing and moving all over. i wish i had a decent camera. if you have never seen them, they are amazing. thats one good thing about ( Read more... )

would anybody like to do me a favor??? yeah, i need something done about my ex. if you catch my drift.

life sucks

Alrighty, so heres the latest. I went and got the divorce papers and I plan on filing as soon as I get the $60. I really need to move the damn child support process along!! so, my mom bought a new mini van so i am gonna drive her truck. I am also selling my POS car to Ken. after i get my tax return I am going to try and finance a new car. My ( Read more... )

seriously, this kids fucking annoying. he is single and he gets workers comp because he injured himself skiing. and he rips on single moms that collect money from the state. WTF ( Read more... )

So, i got to hang out with tim again. im really liking him a WHOLE lot. we just click i guess. he just makes me feel good, in more ways than 1 hehe. seriouly though, i hope that we are developing into something deeper. i know i havnt been single for all that long, but i am crazy about this kid.

So ok, if you happen to see the layout of my LJ and wonder why its so ugly, its because I got bored of fucking with it and now im just too damn lazy ( Read more... )