february something of 2007 to 0ct 5th, 2008 ( best hamster that ever lived )

why me? why me? why me ? why me ? whyyyy me? fuck my life.

i want a new deck of cards.

Just when I thought things were getting better. This year has put me through so many difficult obstacles. I've lost my mind.

Xenophily.

I think if I said what was on my mind , people would think I'm crazy.

So I'm not going to get too detailed in how my life was so crummy the past few weeks but I'm glad to see that things are getting some what better. Well actually not really that much better ( Read more... )

I have one close friend , one person I can actually have real conversations with. I'm tired of having meaningless conversations with people about pointless stuff that I pretend I'm interested in. I'm tired of feeling awkward around people and not knowing what to say. I feel so uncomfortable and I get bad vibes from so many people in Jacksonville. I ( Read more... )

I've always been told to be nice to people who are mean to me and kill them with kindness. I've learned over the years that even when you kill them with kindness they won't change. They either will walk all over you or treat you like less of a person. Some people are just impossible.

so mean people suck.

LIFE .

Why am I here?

I had a good first night being back in Jacksonville. Wish I could have hung out with a few more people like Sean but for the most part I saw most of the people I wanted to hang out with. I haven't heard from Sarah...Where did she go? Hmm oh well , you win some , you lose some.

Night!