well. its me agian... umm what to say....I am well Alone in my thoughts and well i hate that "A" it sounds so evil A-L-O-N-E ~shutters~ oh well i will find someone that is for me.... i think i have already but only time will tell...and so will my future. This person knows who they are and there is one person that thinks its them.... well to that ( Read more... )

well.. I am agian lost in the thoughts that have ingulfed my head for the past week and a half... but i cant change what i did, i can only hope and dream that things work their way out and i hope to god that they do.... I have no control over this anymore its all in her hands.. i have had time to correct myself... i have been eating and drinking ( Read more... )

Well... seeing that i love this girl.. and right now she hates me. i guess getting her the gift i was going to get her is out of the question...i will have to think of something else. but what? hmmm... i was thinking a dozen white lilys and a box of chocolates but i dont know. i need some help.

well we talked everything over... i am going to let her have fun... i may not agree with her fun but i am going to accept it.

To Be Continued:....