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[am_niaa]

someone help. i feel so hopeless, so utterly dejected and suicidal. right now I'm crying for no reason. i feel like I need to cry, but there's no reason to do so. sure, my mom just told me that our summer plan made not work out, but it's not as if I wanted to go that badly anyways. the fullness of my stomach bothers me, my boy bothers me, in fact

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[yuming]

i can relate to every single thing you've said in this post... except for me, the only reason why i haven't killed myself yet is because, well, i guess i'm too afraid to. *hug* i hope you feel better soon. i'm making myself go to the gym now to take my mind off things. maybe you can do something similar?

[am_niaa]

* hugggs * thanks, you really made me feel better. being afraid is part of my reason as well. I'm a real wuss when it comes to pain...

when I'm at school i constantly go to the gym to have an obsession beside my body, but now that i'm at home, my body is the only thing i have. i can't wait til i go back to school and the gym.

[yuming]

yeah. sometimes when i get stuck at home and the gym is closed i'll stretch or do crunches or jump rope outside. hard to work up the motivation though.. hope you're feeling better.

[insoluble]

Aw bb I know what you mean. Everythings gone completely down the drain and I feel like I'm drowning 99.9% of the time. If you ever need to talk just send me a message, I'm usually always online.

The stomach fullness thing also? Can't get rid of that guilt just now, it's driving me mad.