and suddenly ( Read more... )

successful weekend folks. saw the whole patria fam. coolest grace ever was had[superman style]. a bottle of wine per night, past three nights. and the wine being purchased is getting better. and i eureka'd! finally...what my mom should attack. she should stop bugging Pops about drinking so much. "An alcoholic is someone you don't like who drinks as ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

find myself...

constantly casting in
and out various
entitities of existence.

people.
aspects of my own
interior.
conceptions.
rationalizations.

you name it.

reality is your
own making.

consistent reminders:

gauge things
[ears and other
-wise]

and--always--
this too
is wise:

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my sister is watching quantum leap and the music made me muse this ( Read more... )

or so it was. trying to bother communicating with everyone at work can be a bit taxing. then i bust outa work and bust scott and myself to wal*mart and some goon he recognizes thinks he's "racing" us[i told scott not to give the bastard satisfaction and look at him. i still passed the fucker and got in front of his parentally-paid supiece]. then a ( Read more... )

seems like sometime since i seen my friends in manchester. well. i did yesterday. well into last night. and it was a wisely spent evening. many familiar faces taking ourselves to and talking at various places that are the nowhere of that land where we reminisced time gone past, but always looked moreso with our eyes upon the future and even further ( Read more... )

jazz got me outa bed today. yup. after five hours of sleep. i dreamt last of jazz and awoke a few moments before my alarm. there was like....jazz everywhere man. there was this cool cat playin' sax on my ceilin'. i have a feeling it was just a drawing but it started going all pyschedelic on me. it was pretty gnarly. it also looked like the basement ( Read more... )

things are sour in my house right now. not brought on by any in, but certainly brought to all. this to shall pass ( Read more... )

i should like to lodge a complaint. yes. the pearl jam show last night was phenomenal. i would totally see those guys again. but i get home...and my e-mail is bombarded with shit. that's normal. the first two e-mails are telling me about american idol. wanna know why the american idol guy was so successful? [no need to read that e-mail the answer ( Read more... )