the realization of you never having the one thing you desire the most is what hurts the most.

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I created this son of a bitch for a reason--I guess I better use it, huh? LOL

I think that this will be my outlet for my dieting and for the stresses and internal battles that I am having with myself while playing 'Caretaker' for a dear friend who is battling Stage-3 Germ Cell Cancer.

It's weird. When I moved to California, I weighed waaaay more than ( Read more... )

 i had the biggest falling out today with my--what i thought was--best friend. it really seems childish now, but i am really hurt and feel hollow ( Read more... )