Hello.....thought i forgot about you huh? Well actually i did ..My space took my life! Love you all!

So it has been a long while since i have written anything in my journal. Alot has happened, like first of all 2005! But besides all the parties and just drama that we all don't need.
Basically fred and i are spending more and more time together, that is a good thing! We are just friends but after breaking up about 2 years ago friendship is the best ( Read more... )

SO AS WE ALL KNOW 2005 IS COMING FAST. i HAVE NO RESOLUTION YET, BUT AM ALWAYS THINKING OF ONE. wHEN IT COMES IT WILL HIT ME SO I AM NOT WORRIED. AS OF 2005 I GRADUATE IN LESS THEN 6 MONTHS MORE LIKE 5. CRAZY AS HELL. THIS YEAR WILL BE THE MOST DRAMATIC YEAR OF MY LIFE. LEAVE ALL THE OLD FAKE FRIENDS AND ON WITH THE NEW. NEW HOUSE, NEW COLLEGE, NEW ( Read more... )

So last weekend i had a sin...Well a few. Nothing i regret though. I mean it was my friends 18th birthday, so what do you do when you turn 18 ( Read more... )

Today I came to the realization that i have a life that is somewhat a let down. I can n ot always rely on my father, he uh , just makes me so mad i cry about it. How am i supposed to better my self when i have no one to fall back on. my mother tries all she can to do right for us kids. I bless her dearly. She cannot do it all on her own, although ( Read more... )

Today has been stressin me. I have a huge secret that i have to tell someone, yet i have no one who will not judge me or not tell someone else. So here i am on my own struggling on how to deal with this. I just need one person to be able to trust with my whole heart that will not turn on me. Friends are so hard to come by. Especially when they have ( Read more... )

Winter formal is coming up so soon. Although so are a million other things, finals, senior project paper, and i have a million appts., college application deadlines too!  That is the biggest stressor in the whole world i think. Since i really want to go to mills college. I will do anything to get in!!! Not to mention i want to be on the CREW team ( Read more... )

Well, these past three months i have not talked to fred and lately we have started talking like almost every day. And the great thing is he came to me...thank god. I could not take it anymore. OK so i like him duh, but i know that i can only be his friend cause that is all he is good for now. Anyway, i know that he makes me happy we all make ( Read more... )

So, i have not a clue as to what i am going to write or what i am going to say, i guess i will just pull it out of my ASS as i go*
Tonight I am tired and feel like bla i want to sleep, but i don't cause it is only 9pm and i am on break so who wants to sleep this early on break, not to mention i should be out and not home.That is ok though better to ( Read more... )

My life has been so crazy. I have been buisy with school, football training, working, homework, college apps., and me going to the hospital all the time. I just want a day where none of that applies. A day where i can hang with my friends the way they  used to be. The old friends, the ones i miss so dearly. Amie has rick, work, and school; Codi ( Read more... )