I guess I should say something to somebody. I haven't really felt myself lately. Maybe it's the weather? My life seems to be spiraling downward and I'm powerless to stop it. I feel if I go any further I'll fall off an emotional ledge and regret it for the rest of my mortal life.  I can't seem to get out of the house much anymore except to go to ( Read more... )

I've been kinda busy, only not really. I work and then I go out to shows. That's about it and Wal-Mart. Nothing new or exciting has happened recently except we recently hired two cute gay guys to work at the store and they both really brighten my day.

I've been really sick for the past couple of days. Like fever-ish sick. I hate being sick, it just puts me in a funk. I lay around all day and just do nothing. I mean, I didn't even go get my check yesterday. What the hell, right? Oh well.

I would like to state beforehand that this is not directed at any one person or persons ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. My bed, my sheets, my pillow is calling my name. I just wanna lay back down for a few more minutes but I know when I do that I'm just going to wear myself out more ( Read more... )

I actually work more than six hours today and tomorrow. That's why I'm up so god awful early this morning. This is a terrible and cold and lonely hour. I dislike it very much, but I'll get over because I have to wake up even earlier tomorrow for some stupid reason. Bah! I don't like waking up this early ( Read more... )

So, my cousin left today. She's been here for about a week but she had to go home to Indiana, go home to the snow and freezing cold. She hates it there, so soon she'll be here she says. That'd be nice. Just as long as her crazy, son of bitch ex-husband doesn't follow her down here ( Read more... )

The last few days have been uneventful ( Read more... )

I haven't worked the past few days and won't be working Tuesday or Wednesday either. Which sucks kinda, but whatever ( Read more... )

Well, not really. But I did work today, the first day all week and it was only 6 hours. This paycheck will be a little over forty dollars. How bad is that? I live a very luxurious lifestyle. Or, I wish I did. Maybe they'll have me work tomorrow and then my check will be a little over eighty bucks. That I could work with. I need new books and other ( Read more... )