So this weekend...wow ( Read more... )

Why do I only write when she tells me? Ah well ( Read more... )

Some people in this school are so ignorant....Maybe I'm just in a bad mood but gah!

So she *finally* came home last weekend. I don;t think I have ever needed a hug more. We hung out Friday night and we're planning on going to Joe's Crab Shack but it had an hour wait and we are impatient people so we decided to go find some where else-unfortunatly, it was 6:30 on a Friday night. But we were deteremined to have our date night and ( Read more... )

So at least 10 of you got togther and no one called me.

Can anyone can say "freshman year"? Because I sure as hell can.

And you are all doing a damn good job of hiding it. Glad no ones talking about it. You are all such liars. And right now, I hate you all.

What happened to you? You've changed so much. We hung out everyday last summer. But now you've found your new friends and they've brought put the worst in you. Will they make forst with you? Will they take artistic statements or cover your binder with dashboard photos? No. They won't. And you can barely hold a conversation with them. All you talk ( Read more... )

So Kellie wanted me to write-she said I needed to bitch about her-I'm not bitching about her, just about what happened. I hate fighting with her and last night was the worst fight we've ever had, and we've only ever had like 2 or 3 actual fights. I lost it, I was sick of being the calm and collected one and for once I let into her. Got alot of ( Read more... )

My body image is so screwed up. I want to lose 5 or 10 lbs. Kellie insists I don't need to but for some reason I still want to. Maybe it's just to prove I can. I was going to restrict today. I made a plan to last night. But after I got on the phone with her and told her what was on my mind, I decided against it. She gives me so much strength and ( Read more... )

So last night was ball. I was pretty excited, the night had the possiblity of being pretty good. But, dispite the few good things, it wasn't as good as it should have been. I saw a side to my friend that I honestly don;t like-a very hypocritical side that made my jaw drop and my mind race. So I left the actual dance in an ok mood, got to stake and ( Read more... )

It's so weird not being surrounded by a constant group of friends. Last year, I had everything I wanted: the friends, the grades, the girl. And I went into this year thinking it would all carry over and this would be the best year yet. So far, it's been a disappointment. The only bright spots are my weekends, because Kellie comes home and I work. ( Read more... )