happy new year

this year i got midnight kisses, form Patrick, but i got them

i can't wait untill christmas. it will be the first one that my whole family will spend together. it will be the second xmas that jeff and i have spent together. i'm excited. it's a slim xmas though. with the car repairs and the identity theft. we're taped out. not to mention other things. patrick is only going to get 2 presents from us this year. ( Read more... )

1. FIRST NAME: Michelle ( Read more... )

amanda today is your birthday. you are turning three. i can't believe that three years ago today i was one day past my due date. i was debating whether or not if i should call your dad and tell him when i went into labor of if i should wait until after you were born. today is also your grandma mary's birthday. you're three. i can't believe it. i ( Read more... )

i've been busy. i'm adjusting to my new life well, i think. patrick has his first cold. manda has a bit of a cold to. i really enjoy the life of a wife. i've got a lot to lurn, being a mom, a woman, and who i am. i'm really glad i have jeff to be by my side through it. things are starting to go better. we're getting on our feet, slowly but we're ( Read more... )

ive locked my journal. because some people just dont need know. it's not your buisness. that and i like the void of drama

well. it's a week away form our due date. i'm still pregnant. i keep going in and out of labor. i'm freaking tired.

well i'm still alive. we all are. my baby shower is saturday. doesn't look like many people are coming. wich is fine by me less crap for me to do. marry jeff and ashley will be there. but that's all i know for sure. mom's not coming because she won't be in the same room with jeff or his mom. my parents still think i'm and unfit parent. so they ( Read more... )

it's a boy.

and that does seem to change things.

but everything changes.

hmmmmm.... love. there are many kinds. most don't make sence.

we do thing for love and becuse of love. and out of hurt.

changes are good.

why why why!!!!!!!1 ( Read more... )