For one split second
She almost turned around
But that would be like pouring rain drops
Back into a cloud
So she took another step and said
I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it

I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

I remember what I wanted, what I felt with you. I wanted out. I ( Read more... )

For me, 2007 was one that seems better to forget not all of it though. 2007 was me in my utmost rebelious state. I will admit this. It has to happen, the rebelious state. But thank god it's over. Many things changed this year. Not much stayed the same (except for Emily which I am exceedingly grateful for). Sometimes I find myself wishing to go back ( Read more... )

I am being buried in all this theatre and school stress and then I have to find out that people still can't live their own lives? WTF. Seriously. I am sick and tired of being the bud of gossip and rumors. Stupid ones at that. Please people get a life. I have way way too much going on right now to be able to play your little games.

I'm sorry it's not that way. I'm sorry I told you the truth. I'm sorry it upset you. I'm sorry you try so hard. I'm sorry I'm so stubborn. I'm sorry that you don't understand the fact that I'm not the same person anymore.

Shouldn't we be happy?
Isn't that the mask we wear?

And as for you, you need to begin again. I have stopped everything, now you ( Read more... )

 I hate that I can't have everything I want at the same time. I have to make too many sacrifices. I want everything to be perfect and everyone to get along but I guess thats life right?

I am sorry. I think about you a lot and miss you. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you.

I think about how it might've been. It's not that I don't ( Read more... )

I am happy with
my recent life decisions
my control and balance
most of my grades
the role of Kate
being double casted with the love of my life
(speaking of) my bestest friend forever
my relationship
my shoes
myself.

I miss kindergarten.
I miss getting along with my dad.
I miss sleep.
I miss freedom.
I miss Ashley, Emily, Olivia, Elissa, My sister, Aimee, The WACOans.
I miss summer.
I miss....

I have to go do homework.
I hate homework.

Even though I miss so much I still feel content most of the time. Which is confusing.

ACL ACL ACL ACL ACL ACL ACL ACL ACL!

I feel like this school thing will only go on for a couple more days and then I can go back to my regular schedule of summer. I miss everyone. I don't feel like I belong in high school anymore. And I'm only a JUNIOR! argh. I like school but I don't like the whole being alone part.

Uh oh. You didn't do anything. But I'm mad at you.

Please all of you remeber to take advice from those who know what your going through. Seriously. They ARE right. I should've listened.

On my sixteenth I was in Scotland, Atlanta, and finally Austin. With some very beautiful people whom I have come to love dearly.

Thank you to all who sang to me and loved me on this wonderful day.

goodnight Birthday see you in a year.