I really love Amber. She's good to me and listens to me when I bring up issues. And then she actually changes/fixes/works on them! And since I do the same for her, we have a healthy, adult relationship. I'm glad. We've been together officially for over six months and dating for a year and a half... oh my god ( Read more... )

"All we can do is keep breathing"

I'm just trying to find my way again, I'm a little disillusioned right now. I miss her and I want her back. The weekends aren't enough anymore. I need her to recharge me and I saw a glimpse of that this weekend, but I need more.

Self-centered, egotistical BITCH.  No wonder you can't do any better.

If you say no what am I supposed to do
If the best part of me is supposed to be you?

I take blows in stride.  But there have been some things that I've held back from saying for a long time and now I wanted to get a bunch out all at once.  SO here goes:

1. I slept with her of my own accord and I don't regret that.  Your reaction was to do what you'd been wanting, so we both won in the end.
2. You were a shithead for not being my best ( Read more... )

That saying hello is never the end ( Read more... )

You're not the only one I can't forget.  You won't be the last and you weren't the first.  In the grand scheme, you were a section of rhythm and I am the score.  A beautiful stream of notes, but not much more than marks on a page legible to a select few who've memorized the song.  Everything you were drowns who you've become.  By your side I ( Read more... )

I feel much better after a good goodbye.  A good hello brings butterflies and nervousness and indecision.  A good goodbye brings beautiful closeure and beautiful tears.  And a thought to the next good hello...

I've done a lot of bad things in the past year that I've learned a lot from.  I've been the biggest asshole at times.  I can't even believe I ( Read more... )

Friends Say Double Slaying Was Hate Crime
Men's House Had Been Vandalized With Anti-Gay Slogans

October 21, 2008

INDIANAPOLIS -- The friends of two elderly men found dead in their southwest-side home on Monday said they believe the men were killed because they were gay.

Milton Lindgren, 70, and Eric Hendricks, 73, were found dead Monday morning in ( Read more... )

fuck you.  fuck you.  FUCK YOU!