Well it's Christmas morning and it's nice and quiet here, later on i'll be going over to my mom's to exchange presents and such with my family, as i've already done that with my roommates. Things have been pretty nice lately, so i'm going to sit back and enjoy it, i don't want to stress or worry over anything. I wish all my friends and family out ( Read more... )

Back when i was really sick and stuck in the hospital and i thought i was going to die, one of my regrets was never getting a chance to see the Christmas Tree in Rockefeller Center. It looked so huge and beautiful with all it's lights, and colors, that i had really wanted to see it just once. Well last night i got my wish, my brother, 2 friends and ( Read more... )

Well today was a pretty nice Thanksgiving all and all and i have to thank my cousin for that, he made every effort to get me over to his house even though for a bit it didn't look like i was going to have anyplace to go today. I'm stuffed, that's for sure, but more then that i'm content. It's kind of humurous how, in a family you can tell when ( Read more... )

Yes, today is Halloween, and though i would've liked to have gone to a party or something today, i can just as easily stay at home, give candy to trick or treaters and watch horror flicks. I'm feeling odd as it is anyways ( Read more... )

I'm taking off for a week to hang with my pal in Jersey and relax, i need to think about things a bit, two days ago i was told what i had suspected for sometime, that i have yet another brother. At first i was kind of like huh? He's younger then me, and is just graduating high-school, and recently i can't help but wonder, what kind of a person is ( Read more... )

I often wonder what is the nature of man? We think, we have a conscience, a soul, and reasoning, but what makes us human? Any of these things, none of these things? I just don't know. I've been hearing the news about a man who drove to an Amish community, went into the school house and shot 12 little girls, before turning the gun on himself. What ( Read more... )

Well i'm heading off today at noon, going to stay with a friend for a week in another state, i really feel like i need it. I can't seem to unwind for anything and i've been going through things that are making me feel, craptacular. Sometimes that's just the way life goes, still i'll be glad to hang out with my friend, i really don't get to see him ( Read more... )

Sometimes it feels like it is a labor, i just walked to clear my head and it still feels as muddy as ever. I usually feel a change in the air when autumn is on the horizon and i definitely feel it now, no doubt of that. I love fall, don't get me wrong, but sometimes i wish i could grasp things in my hands and hold them together, even as they fall ( Read more... )

One thing i love is good poetry, i read it from time to time and think of it as music without the actual music. Poetry shows that words can have deeper meaning then people can fathom and can show more emotion then people can convey normally ( Read more... )

As alaways, time has moved on, and things have changed. To be honest i didn't think i'd be writing in this thing again since the death of my friend, but i feel the need to. Today is Memorial Day, when people are supposed to remember the people who have passed away during war and what not, i think of it as a rememberance to all who have left us and ( Read more... )