Me and Barbii are back together ( Read more... )

I can't do this ( Read more... )

So, I just realized that I was fairly unclear about what happened, last time I went partying ( Read more... )

I danced with an adorable stripper, and was hit on by her friend, last night. She stayed for a drunken version of "Jaws Swimming Theme", and later the stripper offered to play me a song she'd written. Not sure I can really say anything about it, though. Haha. I was piss drunk ( Read more... )

I can't stop hurting... I'm constantly aching, both physically and mentally... I can't stop crying whenever I think for too long, and my chest is starting to hurt from all the stress and constant whimpering ( Read more... )

I don't get people. I don't get them and their cruelties. How they don't take into consideration how much you can care for them and love them. How they can so mindlessly blow you off, sometimes. ... I just want someone I can trust and love... Someone that isn't fucking jaded or screwy. Someone that tries their hardest all the time, and doesn't ever ( Read more... )

I'm not positive on this, but I'm fairly sure I'm the last of a dying breed. A generation between generations. A calm between chaos. And I'm fairly sure that everyone else that grew-up in the manner I have has given-up on the old ways of courtesy and generosity ( Read more... )

I've gotten to the point where I can't just be strong anymore to survive. I need to feel loved. I need to be held and cuddled a little to feel okay. I need to hear from someone else, feel it in their touch and little kisses on my cheek, that I'm not a failure, that I'm okay ( Read more... )

So, last night several realizations re-hit me. And I say re-hit in good cause. Consider that once a person reaches a certain level of capability, if they don't constantly endeavor to be the same person, or preferrably a much 'better' person, they'll never reach that level again, or won't realize when they've really fallen from it ( Read more... )

Alright, Barbii, I guess you were referring to those posts by Alex ( Read more... )