Dear Dick Sucker,

I abhor you. You are an undeserving ugly-ass, loose-cunt, homewrecker who should go back to your white trash equally ugly family.
You have now twice secduced the man I plan to spend the rest of my life with. His offense is duely noted. Your offense is the one which I am latching on to.
If you ever go within 10ft of the father of my ( Read more... )

i love you ( Read more... )

i sense of guilt washes over me after a sense of longing.
feelings of inadequecy (sp?) are there too.

so i pop another almond in my mouth and growl at the time.
i wish i was able to sleep.

 in practice im sure ill sound cheesey ( Read more... )

i see  a temptation, a feel a temptation and yet my dear i hold back ( Read more... )

After spending 5 days alone with just me and lexus for the first time, possibley ever, I found it hard to hand her over to my mom. Normally she cries when I leave but she was so happy and playing with other kids that she just waved and said bye before dashing off and I left her to go do my normal friday night routine. Spiderhouse, jeopardy, etc.
The ( Read more... )

i feel soooo ill beyond the normal fritters of day to day winds blowing your senses off course slightly.
from my stomach to my heart to my fingertips.
only truely on the upper half of my body.
my throat is binding and the only medication i could find was migrane relief.. which i took.
its only been 15 mintues since i took it but the uncomfortableness ( Read more... )

 There isn't much other way to tell you I'm dead. No matter which way I spin it, I am. This much I know, I was alive for 17 years 3 months and 18 days. I could tell you I was a girl but sex doesn't matter much after the fact. I look much the same now as I did when I left the region of the living, with black hair down to elbows and pale skin. My eye ( Read more... )

and he was everything i had ever wanted him to be. down to the bare bones : i held, there in my hands at arms length away, a suitable something that i had longed for at one point in time in my life.
dare i say i was hesitant in the very least. in a secluded place that i have spent not more than a few hours of my life... i can remember the most ( Read more... )

i have work monday-friday school on saturday sleep on sunday:::
i still need to 
register for my nremt, birth certificate, passport, court, get books
sigh.
there is something so dire about my life that i love