I always seem to forget that I have this livejournal thingie and at the time I made it, I thought it would be a good idea. Now, I don't think it was. Last time I even posted anything I was planning stuff out for my wedding and now I'm getting married in 14 days. So, I didn't have much of anything to say, but I just felt the need to write something ( Read more... )

Had a nice day at school today. I read some pages in one of those often ridiculous self-help books at the bookstore the other day and it made me remember something that I used to think about often. It doesn't matter if I'm a janitor or a chef, a teacher or a doctor, it just matters that I do it well and that I'm happy while I'm doing it. Kinda the ( Read more... )

I can't even remember how long its been since I even thought about posting a message here. Its hard to describe how I've been feeling lately. Its kinda like when you have something really good to eat but can't finish it all so you wrap it up and put it in the fridge with great intentions of eating it later only to discover it weeks later pushed ( Read more... )

It smells like fall already and summer didn't come for me. At least not in the way that it used to ( Read more... )

i've been gone a long time. i threw away my dining room table and brought in my mannequin and my easel. internet was gone a long time as well but now its back. i don't know if it was better gone or not. i find myself sitting up too late looking at stuff. andy has a job and works a lot, i still work none. new phone too. im me if you want it.

so, going back home sometimes sucks because it makes you sad and happy and lonesome and loved and overwhelmed...then i get reminded of how bad my memory is or maybe its supposed to be that hazy. anyhow, did some work for my mom for money so i wouldn't feel so guilty asking for her help once again, visited the old stomping grounds and too few ( Read more... )

So, C.R. came over last Thursday night I believe it was...further back than this I cannot remember. He had loads of fun for Andy and I to do and we did them without further adieu. Hmmm...then what? Sleep, yes, lots of that. Then there was driving and faces and laughter and music. I definitely remember music. Then C.R. again...fireworks at the ( Read more... )

My cat lives at my apartment more than I do. Hmmm...in other news>>>>>>>>trying more internships, only this time in Chicago if I can't find something around here. The Art Institute of Chicago has 6 openings (like i could get this out of thousands of applicants, but, hey...can't blame me for trying) for a curatorial intern that can either be done on ( Read more... )

and i bleached my hair blonde

...that's what today started out being full of. Now I'm watching my cat sleep and I think it would be nice to be a cat sometimes and Mary wants tacos.