if you expect the bad.. things can't get worse

[amazed17]

So its 2:17 in the morning.. and I can't sleep. I'm jsut watching tv/Crybaby. My mind is full of things to talk about finally, and no one is around to listen. you know what i hate.. i hate getting all excited and full of expectations.. just to be let down..Thats why i tend to point out the negatives and be the pessimist at times. Its not that i

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[cablesinside]

i was there then
i was hoping you would talk
but i know you hate it when i would try to force things out of you

you say i always look for the negative in things
and you see how well that has worked for me
perhaps you should rethink that philosophy?

i wont try to tell you want to do
i knwo you won;t listen:)

i do wonder what expectation has let you down
::hugs::

[amazed17]

i wasn't saying.. i look for the negatives.. i just expect the negatives.. future plans. try not to get too excited